虚心求教取长补短「闻道有先后,术业有专攻」。在治学方面,各有所长。我们应该取别人之长,补己之短。有了问题,不耻下问,广泛求师。「惑而不从9币,其为惑也,终不解矣。」我在教学和临床中碰到问题,就虚心句别人请教。
我对「柴胡劫肝阴」不太明白,就去问一位夏老师。他说:柴胡有疏肝的作用,用之得当,效果显著。但柴胡味苦微辛,疏肝太过,就会耗伤肝阴。他的解释对我启发很大。我发现不少方剂中柴胡往往与自芍配合应用,白芍可以防止柴胡疏散太过。不但加深了对药物功效的认识,而且进一步明确了药物的配伍意义。
气与阳的关系问题。虽然也明确助阳药不能补气,补气药也不能助阳(黄芪能升阳);气属阳,但又不等于阳。临床上气虚和阳虚,同中有异,异中有同。究竟它们之间有什么联系呢?还不很清楚。就这个问题请教老师们,指出阳是对阴而言,气是对血而言,气与血可以分属阴阳来说明它的作用。阴阳可概括全身,也可指一个组织脏腑。一般地讲,物质属阴,功能属阳。临床上所指的阳虚,多指脾肾,气虚多是属于脾肺。于是,我对这个问题有了明确的认识。
学习《内经》中,也碰到不少疑难问题。《灵枢·禁服》说:「审察卫气,为百病母。」《素问·风论》说:「风者,百病之长也。」《素问·举痛论》说:「百病皆生于气也。」一为百病之母,一为百病之长,又说「百病皆生于气」。究竟如何理解?它们之间的关系怎样?引起了争论。有的同志认为,卫气为百病之母主要说明卫气与外感病的关系。张景岳说:「卫气者,阳气也,卫外而为固者也。阳气不固则卫气失常,而邪从卫入,易生疾病,故为百病母。」风为百病之长,主要说明风邪致病与其它病邪的关系及其致病的广泛性。百病皆生于气,主要说明七情劳伤及寒热之邪致病的机制,是影响了气机的正常运行。分言之,「怒则气止,喜则气缓,悲则气消,恐则气下,寒则气收,惊则气乱,劳则气耗,思则气结」;概括地说,皆由于气机紊乱而致。这三句是从不同的方面说明卫气、风、气与致病的关系,是不矛盾的。这样解释,对我很有启发。
教学相长如切如磋
一九五六年底领导调我到山东中医进修学校做教学工作。从医疗到教学,对我来说是个很大的转变。
自已既没有教学经验,叉没有教材,无从下手。党分配的任务,必须完成。就边干边学吧,我下决心一定要胜利完成任务。
没有教材就自己动手编,根据教学的目的要求,参考汪昂的《灵素类纂>》和张景岳的《类经》,分类选编了《内经摘要》作为教材,后来出版社出版了。
教学中碰到问题,就同学员一块讨论研究。例如对「天癸」的解释,《妇人良方》认为是指月经而言,这在女子尚可说通,但男子之「天癸」当指何而言?经过讨论,学员们同意我的看法:天癸不能局限地指月经,它是人体生长、发育,尤其是维持正常生殖机能必需的物质。师生共同探讨问题,教起来心里踏实,学员学起来熟悉易懂。
有时学生会提出意想不到的问题,督促你思考、学习。一次,有位同学问我:带脉起于季胁,环腰一周,起于季胁的哪一面?我没有考虑过这个问题,一下子被问住了。以后我查阅资料,回答了那位同学,带脉起于季胁的两面,环腰一周,如柬带然。
教学中首先让学生掌握基础理论的系统性。学生学习《内经》时,不了解内在的系统性,抓不住规律,领会不深,掌握不牢。《内经》本身的系统性是很强的,篇与篇之间往往都有密切联系。例如,《素问》第一篇「上古天真论」主要是淡天真之精,第二篇「四气调神大论」主要谈调神,第三篇「生气通天论」主要谈阳气,精、气、神为人体三宝,密不可分。整体观念更是贯穿在每篇之中,就是每篇之中也有它的联贯性。如《素问·平人气象论》重点是阐述胃气,无论是呼吸的定息,虚里的论述,及四时的平、病、死脉,都是沧述胃气的重要性。理解了这一点,学起来就会执筒取繁,事半功倍。
教学中还注意到理论联系实际。学生都是高中毕业考入大学的,段有接触过中医知识,开始学习阴阳五行时,他们理解不了,觉得阴阳五行是讲迷信,如坠五里雾中,就举出浅显的临床治疗的例予,便于学生领会。《素问·金匮真言论》说:「背为阳,阳中之阳心也}背为阳,阳中之阴肺也。」心为阳中之阳,所以心有实热之邪,可以用苦寒直折肺为阳中之阴,肺有实热之邪则应慎用苦寒,以防伤阴。脑为奇恒之府,中药中并没有入脑的药物,那么,临床上怎样治疗脑的病症呢?联系到临床实际,让学生理解中医脏腑学说中,把有关脑的生理和病理多分别归属于五脏,其中以心肝肾为主。心主城神,为五脏六腑之大主,肝主藏血;肾主藏精,生髓l而通于脑。《灵枢·海论》说:「脑为髓之海。」《素问·五脏生成篇》说:「诸髓者皆属于脑。」因此,脑的病症多从心肝肾辨证论治。这样,学生对脑的认识及脑病症的治疗就具体而深刻多了。
教学中启发学生独立思考,不要迷信古人,要善于提出自己的见解,要有发展和提高中医理论的雄心壮志。祖国医学史上,凡自成一家者,一方面是由于对古典医籍的精深独到的研究,另外就是他们结合自己的临床实践,具有创新的精神,提出自己独立的见解,推动了祖国医学的发展。赵养葵根据《内经》「主不明则十二官危」提出十二官之外,一定别有一主,发挥了命门学说。张子和根据《内经》「辛甘发散为阳,酸苦涌泻为阴」的论述,认为发散即汗法,涌为吐法,泻为下法,扩大了三法的应用范围。朱丹溪根据「阳道实、阴道虚」的论点,提出「阳常有余,阴常不足」的学说。他们都从不同的方面,对祖国医学的发展作出了贡献。
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从医回忆录
南京中医学院周筱斋
【作者简介】周倜生(1889~)字筱斋,江苏如东县入。家世业医,继承祖业,攻内科,兼事妇科,着重临证实践。开业六十年来,历经故乡疾病流行,经治痊愈者众,得病家赞许。迨江苏省中医医院,中医学(校)院创建之初,即承受征聘,任教迄今。
继承祖业立志学医
余家世业中医,祖籍浙江宁波府东乡慈豁县车轮桥,后迁居江苏南通州如皋县东马塘镇,至先祖父敬庵公已历三世,执行内、外科,勤妲精研,视病人如亲属,得乡人信赖,就诊者日众,业遂大旺。鉴于治疗效果有赖药良,炮制修治,悉遵法则,方显厥功,乃设「松寿堂」中药铺,鉴制精细,益最治效。嗣因先祖母、先祖父相继西逝,迭遭大故,家境萧条,至辛亥革命推翻满清政府时,余仅十三岁,国家已沦为半封建半殖民地之境。家国多难,因而失学。迨至先母弃养之时,竞临贫无立锥之境。由适严氏堂姑母介绍之堂叔所设「大德生」药号,半工半读。自思惟有从医,继承祖业,庶可服务桑梓,藉为生计。乃誓志研究,常以「不经一番寒彻骨,那得梅花扑鼻香」自为勉励。从兹,日问执行药业,夜间攻读医书,每至深夜方寝。
深研细究自学求进
除在学塾读书兼读医籍外,深受重庭及先严训百,培植初基,自知肤浅,乃复习《素灵类篡》、《张氏类经》、《伤寒论》、《金匮要略》、《药性赋》、「汤头歌诀》,参阅《医方集解》、《医学心悟》、《三家医案》、《临证指南》、《名医类案》等。因医籍古文深奥,每遇疑难,穷思苦索仍难彻解时,则不耻请教于里中精于中医学而不以医为业者,求其指导,诚恳倾听,反复研磨,以期必得。每值炎暑,蚊蚋雷鸣,则秉烛危坐帐中,或起而环步室内,甚至达旦鸡鸣,攻读不辍。因而备受族叔指责,恐次日有误所负工作。如此历三易寒暑,每将日间过目之时医对危重病人所处方案,默志背临,静观效应,得见具捷效而病起者窃狂喜,有若身受。由此学有进益。遏亲友中有小疾,E『为之诊治,遇危重火病,多医会诊时,亦自动旁听,心议自己见解,静观投剎结果,一一志之,以最后结沦评其得失。把中医学着重理论联系实际的好传统贯彻到实践。二十二岁时,受聘「济生会」施医之席,设案开诊。兹后,又循当局颁布之中医师条例,取得法定中医师资格。该时,适遭反动政府拒绝把中医纳入医学教育规程的申清并钯图消灭中医之逆境,全国中医群情激愤。当时乡先辈陈公君谋任如皋县中医公会会长期间,曾指出应将全县各区中医组织起来,所谓「百足之虫,死而不佩」(诚为远见,及今思此,仍为服膺之言)。乃响应组织如皋县中医公会马塘分会,被选为主席。
回顾学医经历,深感治学过程是:始于约进于博终于由博返约;达到「炉火纯青F,犹不可以为峰极。同时体会到,对方剂,药物的研索,为中跃学理论联系实际的枢纽。在认识药物性味功能的基础上,进而认识方剂的药物组织配伍。在临证时应做到根据病况,选用相应处方,结合证情,加减变化。尤为重要的是对病情复杂者,应能创制新方,以加强治疗的针对性,此为余所谓「识方、用方、制方」个阶段的肤浅体会。至于识方的深切,用方的熨帖,制方的精当,叉须不断求进、期于纯熟。余生平弱点,治学无方,从未受过系统教育,踏实功夫不深。首先未立文摘卡,虽作部分笔记,但缺乏系统归纳,虚耗不少有益光阴,积存医案、存稿又迭经劫乱,丧失大半。抚今思昔,深自追悔,少时努力不够,奠基不坚,徒使老大咨嗟而已。
恪守医德是业医之本
从开诊以来,以敬业、乐群为怀,能接近贫苦大众。遇有病情严重而不能来所就诊者,则亲至病家诊视,不避污秽f不嫌烦琐,详询始末,务得其情,分析判断,然后悉心治疗,每获病家感戴。
忆初开业时,阅历不多,难征人信,但我平易近人,热情负责。做到急病随诊,不使久待,午后出诊,先赴农村;计划路程,以重病为先,不以诊金之多少为别。因一纠时弊,深得病家赞许。
余尝淡及在临床治愈一个病,必须具有三方面的条件:①病人对医生的信任,遵照医嘱执行,若系慢性疾病,尤须坚持服药如法,积久方效。②医者对待病人必须不分亲疏,一视同仁,认真负责,如待亲人,悉心治疗。悯怀从事,即遇难治之痪;预后不良,亦须婉言相诉,可以预告家属,执行保护性医疗,切匆粗鲁直言,促使患者益增悲观。如果思考周密,运药适当,取得成效时,切勿夸大矜功,要以扁鹊所持「此能白话而越人使之起耳」的态度,却谢「生死人面肉白骨」之过誉,奠贪天功。③治疗方案周密,适应病情,起到逆转危候的作用,方竞全功。以上三者缺一不可,而医生的素养,尤为重要,学力亦须相符,否9{4虽有活人之心,而无治病之术,势成空言。学以致用着重实践.在塘执行业务的二十六年中,遇到的疫病有:一九二八年的疫痢,一九三六年的疫疟(曾撰文报导,刊《国医公报》并被《光华医药》、《现代中医》等杂志转载),一九三九年的「登革热」(余名之日「红痧热」,痊愈者众,很少死亡);一九四六年的「霍乱」。其中尤以疫疟灾情最为严重,死亡率亦大,染疫者全区几普及。此外,麻疹、猩红热、肠伤寒的小流行,似有周期性。迁居南通,遇到麻疹(一九四八年春)、天花小流行,经余诊治者有百例以上。对于天花感染,并无年龄限制,高年者为七十一岁老太太,幼者系一生后十七天之女婴,经治均痊愈。仅有长桥东首一顾姓男孩,痘陷不发,未能挽救。个人经验,毕竟有限,仅为沧海之一粟。所惜积累之原始资料,因兵乱迁徙,浩劫之余,散落殆尽。在宁诊治大多为慢性疾病,亦间逢奇症,原始资料迄未整理,殊觉内憾。
回忆向居乡镇,接近农村,农民一般小病,多不求医,每至高烧不退或脘腹剧痛,方始就医。故须胆识兼备,当机立断,速战速决,方可适应。余尝以孙思邈「胆欲犬而心欲细」之训言为诫,故少债事。每遇一疑难病症,诊余晚归,必就灯下钻研有关资料,参合具体病情,俾次日应诊时细心体会证情进退,揆度权衡,作出分析处理。一有所得即挥笔疾书,案由,处方,志而弗忘,回忆及此,犹有余乐。这时已收从业弟子四人,得教学相长之益。迨至迁居南通城区,仍以诊治时病为多,如天花、麻疹、痢疾、伤寒等,而慢性病、疑难症,亦居其半。迨供职南京时,则接触时病大证寥寥无几。及至现在所临病症,如肝癌、胃癌、食道癌、白血病,缸斑性狼疮、脑震荡后遗症、真性红细胞增多症等等,多属慢性难症。
**Sincere Inquiry and Complementary Learning: "The Way is Heard at Different Times, and Specialties Have Their Own Focus."** In academic pursuits, everyone has their strengths. We should learn from others' strengths to make up for our own weaknesses. When encountering problems, we should not hesitate to ask those with less status or knowledge, seeking teachers widely. "If one has doubts but does not follow the guidance, these doubts will never be resolved." Whenever I encounter problems in teaching and clinical practice, I sincerely seek advice from others.
I did not fully understand the concept of "Chaihu (Bupleuri Radix) depleting Liver Yin," so I asked a Teacher Xia. He said: Chaihu has the function of soothing the Liver. When used appropriately, its effect is significant. However, Chaihu is bitter and slightly pungent; if it soothes the Liver too excessively, it will consume and damage Liver Yin. His explanation inspired me greatly. I found that in many formulas, Chaihu is often combined with Baishao (White Peony Root). Baishao can prevent Chaihu from dispersing too excessively. This not only deepened my understanding of the efficacy of herbs but also further clarified the significance of herb compatibility.
Regarding the relationship between Qi and Yang: Although it is clear that Yang-tonifying herbs cannot tonify Qi, and Qi-tonifying herbs cannot tonify Yang (Huangqi/Astragali Radix can raise Yang); Qi belongs to Yang, but it is not equal to Yang. Clinically, Qi deficiency and Yang deficiency have similarities and differences. What exactly is the connection between them? It was not very clear. I consulted teachers on this issue, who pointed out that Yang is defined relative to Yin, and Qi is defined relative to Blood. The roles of Qi and Blood can be explained by assigning them to Yin and Yang. Yin and Yang can summarize the whole body or refer to specific tissues and organs. Generally speaking, substances belong to Yin, and functions belong to Yang. Clinically, Yang deficiency usually refers to the Spleen and Kidney, while Qi deficiency mostly pertains to the Spleen and Lung. Thus, I gained a clear understanding of this issue.
While studying the *Neijing* (Classic of Internal Medicine), I encountered many difficult questions. *Lingshu: Jin Fu* states: "Examine Wei Qi (Defensive Qi), for it is the mother of all diseases." *Suwen: Feng Lun* states: "Wind is the chief of all diseases." *Suwen: Ju Tong Lun* states: "All diseases arise from Qi." One is called the mother of all diseases, another the chief, and yet again "all diseases arise from Qi." How should these be understood? What is the relationship between them? This caused debate. Some colleagues believed that "Wei Qi is the mother of all diseases" mainly explains the relationship between Wei Qi and exogenous diseases. Zhang Jingyue said: "Wei Qi is Yang Qi, which defends the exterior and consolidates. If Yang Qi is not consolidated, Wei Qi becomes abnormal, pathogens enter through the Wei level, and diseases easily arise, hence it is the mother of all diseases." "Wind is the chief of all diseases" mainly explains the relationship between Wind pathogenic factors and other pathogens, as well as the widespread nature of Wind-induced diseases. "All diseases arise from Qi" mainly explains the mechanism of disease caused by Seven Emotions, overwork, and Cold/Heat pathogens, which affect the normal movement of Qi mechanism. Specifically, "Anger causes Qi to stagnate, Joy causes Qi to slacken, Grief causes Qi to dissipate, Fear causes Qi to sink, Cold causes Qi to contract, Shock causes Qi to become chaotic, Overwork causes Qi to be depleted, Thought causes Qi to knot"; generally speaking, all result from the disorder of Qi mechanism. These three statements explain the relationship between Wei Qi, Wind, and Qi with disease from different aspects and are not contradictory. Such an explanation was very inspiring to me.
**Teaching and Learning Promote Each Other: Like Cutting and Polishing.**
At the end of 1956, leadership transferred me to the Shandong Traditional Chinese Medicine Advanced Training School for teaching work. For me, the transition from medical practice to teaching was a significant change.
I had neither teaching experience nor textbooks, leaving me unsure where to start. The task assigned by the Party had to be completed. So, I decided to learn while doing, resolving to successfully complete the task.
Without textbooks, I compiled them myself. Based on teaching objectives and requirements, referencing Wang Ang's *Lingsu Leicuan* and Zhang Jingyue's *Leijing*, I classified and selected materials to compile *Summary of Neijing* as a textbook, which was later published by a publishing house.
When encountering problems during teaching, I discussed and researched them together with students. For example, regarding the interpretation of "Tiangui" (Heavenly Water/Gonadal Essence), *Furen Liangfang* (Good Prescriptions for Women) considered it to refer to menstruation. This might be acceptable for women, but what does "Tiangui" refer to in men? After discussion, students agreed with my view: Tiangui cannot be limitedly referred to as menstruation; it is a substance essential for human growth, development, and especially maintaining normal reproductive function. Teachers and students jointly explored issues, making teaching more confident and learning more familiar and understandable for students.
Sometimes students would raise unexpected questions, urging you to think and study. Once, a student asked me: "The Dai Mai (Girdle Vessel) originates from the hypochondrium, encircling the waist once. From which side of the hypochondrium does it originate?" I had not considered this question and was momentarily stumped. Later, I consulted materials and answered the student: The Dai Mai originates from both sides of the hypochondrium, encircling the waist like a belt.
In teaching, the first step is to let students master the systematic nature of basic theories. When students study *Neijing*, if they do not understand the internal systematicity, they cannot grasp the laws, leading to shallow comprehension and insecure mastery. *Neijing* itself has strong systematicity, with close connections between chapters. For instance, the first chapter of *Suwen*, "Shanggu Tianzhen Lun" (Discussion on Heavenly Truth in Ancient Times), mainly discusses Tianzhen Zhi Jing (Essence of Heavenly Truth); the second chapter, "Siqi Tiaoshen Dalun" (Great Discussion on Regulating Spirit According to Four Seasons), mainly discusses regulating spirit; the third chapter, "Shengqi Tongtian Lun" (Discussion on Vital Qi Connecting to Heaven), mainly discusses Yang Qi. Essence, Qi, and Spirit are the Three Treasures of the human body, inseparable. The concept of holism runs through every chapter, and even within each chapter, there is coherence. For example, *Suwen: Pingren Qixiang Lun* focuses on explaining Stomach Qi. Whether discussing fixed breaths, descriptions of Xuli (Ventriculus), or normal, pathological, and fatal pulses in four seasons, all emphasize the importance of Stomach Qi. Understanding this point makes learning easier, achieving twice the result with half the effort.
Teaching also pays attention to integrating theory with practice. Students entered university after high school and had no prior contact with TCM knowledge. When starting to learn Yin-Yang and Five Elements, they could not understand, feeling that Yin-Yang and Five Elements were superstition, lost in fog. Therefore, I cited simple clinical treatment examples to facilitate student comprehension. *Suwen: Jinkui Zhenyan Lun* states: "The back is Yang, among Yang, the Heart is Yang within Yang; the back is Yang, among Yang, the Lung is Yin within Yang." Since the Heart is Yang within Yang, if the Heart has excess Heat pathogenic factors, bitter-cold herbs can be used directly to subdue it. Since the Lung is Yin within Yang, if the Lung has excess Heat pathogenic factors, bitter-cold herbs should be used cautiously to prevent damaging Yin. The Brain is a Marrow-Filled Organ (Qi Heng Zhi Fu). There are no herbs in Chinese medicine that specifically enter the Brain. So, how are brain disorders treated clinically? Connecting to clinical reality, students understand that in TCM Zang-Fu theory, physiology and pathology related to the Brain are mostly attributed to the Five Zang Organs, primarily the Heart, Liver, and Kidney. The Heart governs Shen (Spirit) and is the great master of the Five Zang and Six Fu organs; the Liver stores Blood; the Kidney stores Essence, generates Marrow, and connects to the Brain. *Lingshu: Hai Lun* states: "The Brain is the Sea of Marrow." *Suwen: Wuzang Shengcheng Pian* states: "All Marrow belongs to the Brain." Therefore, brain disorders are mostly differentiated and treated based on the Heart, Liver, and Kidney. In this way, students' understanding of the Brain and the treatment of brain disorders became much more concrete and profound.
Teaching inspires students to think independently, not to blindly worship ancients, but to be good at proposing their own views, having the ambition to develop and improve TCM theory. In the history of Chinese medicine, those who formed their own schools did so partly due to profound and unique research into classical medical texts, and partly because they combined their clinical practice with a spirit of innovation, proposing independent views that promoted the development of Chinese medicine. Zhao Yangkui, based on *Neijing*'s statement "If the Master is unclear, the Twelve Officials are in danger," proposed that besides the Twelve Officials, there must be another Master, developing the Mingmen (Gate of Life) theory. Zhang Zihe, based on *Neijing*'s discussion "Pungent and Sweet disperse and are Yang, Sour and Bitter induce vomiting and purging and are Yin," believed that dispersion means sweating method, vomiting means emetic method, and purging means purgative method, expanding the application scope of these three methods. Zhu Danxi, based on the argument "Yang pathways are solid, Yin pathways are empty," proposed the theory "Yang is often in excess, Yin is often deficient." They all contributed to the development of Chinese medicine from different aspects.
(Memorized by Shi Lanhua)
**Memoirs of Medical Practice**
Zhou Xiaozhai, Nanjing University of Traditional Chinese Medicine
**[Author Profile]** Zhou Tisheng (1889–), courtesy name Xiaozhai, from Rudong County, Jiangsu Province. His family practiced medicine for generations. He inherited the family trade, specializing in Internal Medicine, with concurrent involvement in Gynecology, focusing on clinical practice. Over sixty years of private practice, he experienced epidemics in his hometown, treating many to recovery and gaining patients' praise. When the Jiangsu Provincial Hospital of TCM and the TCM College were initially established, he accepted the invitation and taught until now.
**Inheriting Family Trade and Resolving to Study Medicine**
My family has practiced TCM for generations. Our ancestral home was in Che lun Bridge, Cihu County, East Township, Ningbo Prefecture, Zhejiang Province, later moving to Dongmatang Town, Rugao County, Nantong Prefecture, Jiangsu Province. By my grandfather, Mr. Jing'an, three generations had passed, practicing Internal and External Surgery. Diligent and refined in study, treating patients like relatives, they gained the trust of villagers, with daily increasing consultations, leading to great prosperity of the business. Recognizing that therapeutic effects depend on good herbs, and that processing and preparation must strictly follow rules to show their merit, we established the "Songshoutang" herbal shop, with careful selection and production, enhancing therapeutic effects. Subsequently, due to the successive passing of my grandmother and grandfather, suffering repeated major losses, the family situation deteriorated. By the time of the Xinhai Revolution overthrowing the Qing government, I was only thirteen years old, and the country had fallen into a semi-feudal, semi-colonial state. With national and family difficulties, I lost the opportunity to study. When my mother passed away, we faced extreme poverty. Introduced by my cousin's aunt, Mrs. Yan, I worked part-time and studied at the "Dadesheng" pharmacy set up by my cousin. Thinking that only by becoming a doctor and inheriting the family trade could I serve my hometown and make a living, I vowed to research diligently, often encouraging myself with "Unless one endures the bone-chilling cold, how can one enjoy the fragrance of plum blossoms?" From then on, I managed the pharmacy business during the day and studied medical books at night, sleeping only late at night.
**Deep Research and Self-Study for Progress**
Besides reading in school and studying medical texts, deeply influenced by my family and father's teachings, cultivating a foundation, knowing my superficiality, I reviewed *Suling Leicuan*, *Zhangshi Leijing*, *Shanghan Lun* (Treatise on Cold Damage), *Jinkui Yaolue* (Essential Prescriptions of the Golden Cabinet), *Yaoxing Fu* (Ode to Drug Properties), "Tangtou Gejue" (Rhymed Song of Formulas), and referenced *Yifang Jijie* (Collected Explanations of Medical Formulas), *Yixue Xinwu* (New Insights into Medicine), *Sanjia Yi'an* (Medical Cases of Three Masters), *Linzheng Zhinan* (Guide to Clinical Practice), *Mingyi Lei'an* (Classified Cases of Famous Doctors), etc. Because medical texts are profound in ancient language, whenever I encountered difficulties and still couldn't fully understand after painstaking thought, I did not hesitate to ask locals skilled in TCM but not practicing medicine for guidance, listening sincerely, repeatedly pondering, hoping to achieve certainty. During hot summers, with mosquitoes buzzing like thunder, I would sit upright in my tent holding a candle, or pace around the room, even staying awake until dawn roosters crowed, studying without ceasing. Consequently, I faced criticism from clan uncles, fearing errors in work the next day. Thus, through three changing seasons, every day I memorized and simulated the plans made by contemporary doctors for critically ill patients, quietly observing effects. Seeing swift effects and patients recovering brought me secret joy, as if experiencing it myself. Thus, my studies progressed. When relatives and friends had minor illnesses, I treated them; when facing critical cases with multiple doctors consulting, I voluntarily listened, mentally discussing my own views, quietly observing treatment results, recording them one by one, evaluating gains and losses based on final conclusions. I implemented the good tradition of TCM emphasizing the integration of theory and practice into action. At twenty-two, I was hired by the "Jishenghui" (Life-Saving Society) to provide medical services, setting up a clinic. Later, following the TCM Physician Regulations issued by authorities, I obtained legal TCM physician qualifications. At that time, the reactionary government refused to include TCM in medical education regulations and attempted to eliminate TCM, causing indignation among TCM practitioners nationwide. During the tenure of Elder Chen Junmou as President of the Rugao County TCM Association, he pointed out that TCM practitioners in all districts of the county should be organized, saying "A centipede may die but not lose its legs" (Indeed a far-sighted view, thinking of it now, I still admire it). I responded by organizing the Matang Branch of the Rugao County TCM Association and was elected chairman.
Looking back on my medical learning experience, I deeply feel that the process of scholarship is: starting from simplicity, advancing to breadth, and finally returning from breadth to simplicity; reaching "pure blue fire" (perfection), yet still not being the peak. Simultaneously, I realized that the research of formulas and herbs is the hub connecting TCM theory with practice. On the basis of understanding drug properties, flavors, and functions, one further understands the organization and compatibility of drugs in formulas. In clinical practice, one should select corresponding prescriptions according to the condition, combining with syndrome patterns, adding and subtracting changes. Most importantly, for complex conditions, one should be able to create new formulas to strengthen the targeting of treatment. This is my superficial understanding of the stages of "knowing formulas, using formulas, and creating formulas." As for deep understanding of formulas, appropriate use, and precise creation, continuous progress and pursuit of proficiency are required. My lifelong weakness is lack of method in scholarship, never receiving systematic education, lacking solid foundation. First, I did not establish index cards; although I took some notes, lacking systematic summarization, wasting much valuable time. Accumulated medical cases and drafts suffered repeated disasters, losing more than half. Reflecting on the past, I deeply regret insufficient effort in youth, weak foundation, leading only to sighs in old age.
**Adhering to Medical Ethics is the Foundation of Practice**
Since opening the clinic, I have held dedication and harmony with others in mind, being able to approach the poor masses. For patients with severe conditions unable to come to the clinic, I visited their homes personally, not avoiding filth, not minding trivialities, inquiring thoroughly about the beginning and end, ensuring understanding of the situation, analyzing and judging, then treating carefully, often gaining patients' gratitude.
Recalling early practice, with little experience, hard to gain trust, but I was approachable, enthusiastic, and responsible. I provided emergency visits without delay, went to rural areas first for afternoon visits; planned routes, prioritizing severe cases, not distinguishing by consultation fees. Correcting these bad practices, I gained deep appreciation from patients.
I often mentioned that curing a disease clinically requires three conditions: ① Patient trust in the doctor, following medical advice. If it is a chronic disease, persistence in taking medicine correctly is especially necessary, accumulating over time for effect. ② Doctors must treat patients regardless of closeness, equally, responsibly, like treating relatives, treating carefully. Engaging with compassion, even for difficult-to-treat diseases or poor prognosis, one must speak gently, inform family members, implement protective medical measures, never speak rudely, causing patients to increase pessimism. If thinking is thorough, medication is appropriate, and effectiveness is achieved, do not exaggerate merits. Adopt the attitude of Bian Que holding "This ability allows Yue Ren to rise," declining excessive praise of "bringing the dead to life and fleshing out bones," not coveting heavenly merit. ③ Treatment plans must be meticulous, adapting to the condition, playing a role in reversing critical symptoms, to achieve full success. The above three are indispensable, and the doctor's quality is particularly important, requiring matching scholarly ability; otherwise, despite a heart to save people, lacking the skill to cure diseases, it becomes empty talk. Applying learning to practice emphasizes action. In the twenty-six years of practicing in Tang, I encountered epidemics: epidemic dysentery in 1928, epidemic malaria in 1936 (wrote articles reported in *National Medical Gazette* and reprinted by *Guanghua Medicine*, *Modern TCM*, etc.), "Dengue Fever" in 1939 (I named it "Red Rash Fever", many recovered, few deaths); Cholera in 1946. Among these, epidemic malaria was the most serious, with high mortality, infecting almost the entire district. Additionally, small outbreaks of measles, scarlet fever, and typhoid fever seemed periodic. Moving to Nantong, I encountered small outbreaks of measles (Spring 1948) and smallpox, treating over a hundred cases. Smallpox infection had no age limit; the oldest was a seventy-one-year-old lady, the youngest a seventeen-day-old female infant, all recovered after treatment. Only one boy surnamed Gu east of Changqiao, whose pox failed to erupt, could not be saved. Personal experience is indeed limited, just a drop in the ocean. Regrettably, accumulated original materials were scattered after migration due to war and disaster. In Nanjing, most treatments were for chronic diseases, occasionally encountering rare syndromes; original materials remain unorganized, causing inner regret.
Recalling living in towns and villages, close to rural areas, farmers with general minor illnesses mostly did not seek medical help, only visiting doctors when high fever persisted or abdominal pain was severe. Thus, courage and wisdom were needed, decisive action, quick battle and quick resolution, to adapt. I took Sun Simiao's admonition "Courage should be large, heart should be fine" as a warning, thus committing few mistakes. Whenever encountering a difficult syndrome, returning late from diagnosis, I would definitely study relevant materials under the lamp, combining with specific conditions, so that the next day's consultation could carefully appreciate syndrome progression, weigh and balance, making analysis and handling. Upon any insight, I would quickly write down the case reason, prescription, recording it not to forget. Recalling this, there is still lingering joy. At this time, I had already taken four apprentices, benefiting from teaching and learning promoting each other. Later moving to Nantong urban area, still mostly treating seasonal diseases, such as smallpox, measles, dysentery, typhoid, etc., while chronic diseases and difficult syndromes also accounted for half. When working in Nanjing, contact with major seasonal diseases was scarce. And now, the syndromes I encounter, such as liver cancer, gastric cancer, esophageal cancer, leukemia, lupus erythematosus, post-concussion syndrome, polycythemia vera, etc., mostly belong to chronic difficult syndromes.